Life has made me grumpy.
Why do I get jealous when my guy friends hang out with other girls? Why do I struggle so much with this? WHY do I have such a bird-dog personality? Or a one-track mind... Whatever you want to call it.
HOW is it some people manage to get significant others and not me?
What's wrong with me?
WHY can't I be happy being single?
Ted gives me hugs and tickles me and teases me and calls me "hun" but it's all superfluous. Pseudo-flirting. We're friends, I KNOW that's just how he is. A gigantic flirt. I'm not letting myself be led on. I jush wish for once, that I had someone to like, who was interested in me as well.
I made a 5-finger weave bracelet tonight. 3 different colors of green, one black and one pink. Because "pink goes good with green."
"Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in..."
That is my life.
2 comments:
there's nothing wrong with you.
seriously.
it's not you.
it's them. they're not noticing you.
they don't notice a lot of people.
and a lot of people aren't happy being single.
it sucks, i know, we've all been there.
and i know you're probably tired of hearing this...
but someday, you WILL find someone.
they're just taking their time.
<3
usual Jess *hugs* I like pink and green together too! Love you lots!
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